hi... yesterdae had a dinner wif my dear and my cousin ...
he was such a gentleman yesterdae ... treating us to
crystal jade ... and walking me home even tho' he need to take a taxi afterwards...da bad news news yesterdae is tat i had to see the doc...
den he say i overused my tendon near my ankle .. plus he advised me to stay home for the sake of my lungs and my lowered low blood pressure causing bouts of dizziness.... so here i am ... resting on an mc .. hmmm... $54 gone but i tink stil worth it cos resting never felt any better.

cheng posted at 5/21/2004 08:55:00 am.

yesterdae mi n patrick had a great time together...
the dog was the binding spirit ... when we brought her down for a walk ... she used the metal chain to go round and round at us ... till .. our legs got binded by metal chains...arghhh!!! and den the dog got used to me and slept upon my lap yesterdae ..and she gave her paw to mi, lodging it on my hand.. She even did a small cha-cha wif Patrick.. wif her two front paws on his hands and dancing..Sweet rite ? well .. the not so cool ting is that she licked mi all over and wrestled wif mi for root beer .. ;( ...

cheng posted at 5/16/2004 03:58:00 pm.

update time ...some of my friends pushing mi to update my blog more regularly ... *wink* .. aniway .. I'm dogsitting now ... making sure that she desn't spoil the furniture or somethin' ... the other dae she bit off the leash.. which cost him about $33... and his room was once filled wif cotten wool cos she bit off 1/4 of his boister... Poor patrick .. i can imagine tat he can't slp that nite ....other den tat , she licked us and jumped upon me n patrick .. todae .. she wanted to fight and wrestle wif me for root beer .. poor xiao bai(it is not really white)...u r to big for ur age but u can't act big for ur age ...lolz ...

cheng posted at 5/15/2004 06:30:00 pm.

todae i saw: My darling Patrick's new dog! Is a crossbreed betwn a jack russell and someting else ... i tink sheltie cos the features lok so alike... at first ... the dog is timid and scared... later patrick and i got it out of his fear and she(the dog) even went on walks wif us ... scared plenty of chilren though becos of its fierce look. yea!! one battle won .

cheng posted at 5/11/2004 11:28:00 pm.

cheng posted at 5/10/2004 11:59:00 pm.

todae went on a super dovey date wif my darling n went out wif my friend , peiling.i spent time catching up wif peiling and mushing n bullying my dear patrick. we played arcade games again , this time time crisis 3 game ...den we played a hard-to-control game of fighting adventure rpg .. by that time we haf 2 coins left .. we finally found an adventure fight game tat is to our liking ..played til stage 2 till we K.O. .. not bad for first timers.game good. gg to d/l game into emulator. He gave mi a surprise walk home . My dear, sweet patrick ..Awwwwwwwwwwww............

cheng posted at 5/10/2004 11:19:00 pm.

Today I'm gonna write about something about love .
I haven been much of an ideal lover myself , but through the years of crying , sniffing , waiting,longing, missing
and watever explorations of love i haf is a building block to secure me firmly to my beliefs.my da jie mentioned to me b4 that i haf a soft spot for soft issues , like relationship, career move .. n everything. Now, after a day of soul searching , i knew wat i wanted in my life . ppl , u must cherish the life u haf . Remember, each of us has onli 1 life . there is no such ting as wat if's... if u lov the person , u luv the person . simple as tat. u cannot afford to allow someone tat precious to make u suffer a depression or leave u.True love exists when it is a healthy relationship, where two ppl encourag each other to reach their respective goals while sharing each other's hopes and dreams,and is a source of inspiration, invigoration and hope.there is only 2 options tat one has to consider- love or leave. One cannot afford to allow for doubts in the relationship.If we remain weak,suffering will follow us wherever we go. We will never find happiness if we don't change ourselves from within.If u genuinely love someone, u'll go thru' life wif him/her. For those suffering from heartbreaks-- it is crucial that u becom strong. if u r strong , even ur sadness will becom a source of nourishment, and the things that make u suffer will purify ur life.Keep moving forward.

cheng posted at 5/09/2004 11:56:00 pm.

hey! today i found a link to jeslyn's my good friend blog
! reading her blog reminds me of a busy,hectic schedule of a teacher.
my 10 private students are mischievous but not tat bad to handle ....
14th n 21st of march come quickly pls... essays and cloze passages and
comprehensions are making me haf nightmares every nite..

cheng posted at 5/08/2004 10:49:00 am.

guys n gals ?! i haven got my letter to universities yet.
sad.damned sad. need a pillow.. sob sob ....
i juz watched the show '' how to lose a guy in 10 days''
for fun ... darling pls dun worry i not trying to get rid of u .
it was nice. Todae makankai was nice .. i made a new friend ,
Xuan Zhi JC2 SAJCian .

cheng posted at 5/08/2004 12:11:00 am.

dunno y i'm like this ?
i wanna go fishing someday .. spend some time in the sea..
tat is my greatest wish in my lifetime .. to be able to be on a boat..
drive and sail one..
watching the sparkling sea , the beautiful sunset .....
but now ...
i tink i haf juz enuff money to survive.
yup . i tink da boating ting haf to be erased. completely.
i'll need a drink .. anyone has volka?

cheng posted at 5/06/2004 09:56:00 pm.

song of da day:

Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always some reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memories seep from my veins
let me be empty
oh and weightless then maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of the angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you feel
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

So tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lies
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe
in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

In the arms of the angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you feel
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

cheng posted at 5/03/2004 11:08:00 pm.

pain. all i can remember is the pain .. headache... persistant backache
dunno y i crashing here and there......
hope i dun faint in front of children....
i tink i gonna take leave.

cheng posted at 5/03/2004 09:07:00 pm.