these few days a lot of things r happening to mi ..
mistakes after mistakes are made...dunno how to answer to them .. me now praying that i can get over this period of time.Thanks goodness Patrick stood by mi during this difficult period , or I dunno wat /how I'll end up.

cheng posted at 6/30/2004 03:33:00 pm.

go n have a look!!
http://mail.lynms.edu.hk/~cwk/sand.wmv
Kurt really has a nice voice ,He deserves to win!!Yea! way to go Man!(World Idol)
Yesterday we had a nice time hanging out together,had the longest meal of my life (1hr)
Then we proceeded to help my parents shift da old refridge stuff,n storeroom items!!And of course ,not to forget, My 3 sulking Big LouHans!!!(Sulking becos miss us ,no one to play wif)Fishes look so excited wif the new env . As much as I detest changes,I begin to adore my new house.Banged myself on the head 2 X, clamped my finges on the windows n dustbins..Well accidents happen...Din noe got so much stash in my old refridge,Stole chocolates n shared wif him =)N even an expired product in da old fridge the earliest is 1999??!!!My darling was very helpful yesterdae.He won the hearts of my parents =) Aw...Worried about his bronchitis attack.from the day b4 have already ..I muz pray more .For Art Fanatics:(Jeslyn u better see tis!!)http://mail.lynms.edu.hk/~cwk/sand.wmv
''....the plate of rice they would push under it(cell door),thru' a tiny gap so that the rust,detritus and spiders' egg sacks on the door frame would be scraped into my food...''~James Mawdsley during his detention in prison

cheng posted at 6/24/2004 12:45:00 pm.

The only way to bring justice,openness and truth is to be just,open and truthful.

--To build a castle by Vladimir Bukovsky--

'' what a tragic shame that on certain aspects of life children can see so much more clearly than adults and yet growing up is inherently a process of dimming that vision.All children know that war,starvation,forced labour,torture,arbitary detention,restrictions on movement/press/association/assembly,forced relocation,rape and extortion are wrong,Children know this should not happen.Yet adults,in their 'wisdom' explain why in fact these things aren't so bad,and that they are how the world works,and that things aren't that simple.Really I think they are that simple but an adult is someone too weary and confused to attempt to change the situation,too comfortable and cowardly to risk losing their gains by getting involved.''
~James Mawdsley~
Darling:
Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

Some people search for a fountain
Promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them

And in a world on a silver platter
And wondering what it means
No one to share, no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you (x 2)

If I ain't got you with me baby
Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby.....

cheng posted at 6/21/2004 12:48:00 pm.

P.S. I've put a link in the left column for those who can't see the photos i've mentioned earlier. =)
Todae I went for enrolment ceremony in NUS.quite quiet ..b4 i saw my running friend in jjc,Winnie! Yea ..! At least i have a friend.Suffering from severe stomach cramps now ..reading the book 'The Heart Must Break' by James Mawdsley...very inspiring ....It accounts for the fight for democracy and truth in burma.I'll find a quote particularly fascinating:

I'm leaving the world where either the heart must break or turn as hard as iron.


Sebastian-Roch Nicolas Chamfort


Philosophy:

1)Nobody can do wrong to me.When we hurt somebody,in fact we hurt the whole, including ourselves.Such self-destruction can only be done from ignorance.Therefore,if I think somebody has done by me,I should not take offence,or feel hatred towards them.I should recognise that it come from ignorance and it is best for me to reflect on how I make the same mistakes.

2)Moraliry is supreme.If I think deceit is going to help me I am mistaken.If I think I can afford to be a coward I am in error.We reap what we sow.

cheng posted at 6/19/2004 05:17:00 pm.

if u all haven seen the wonderful photos, scroll down n have a look at them! *grinz* can't resist tellin' u all ..
adjusting to my new hse now .. although i haf air con,installed fan todae also cos of my sensitive nose...
mi? nervous? u bet ... NUS seems like a mirage to mi now .. friends to noe,new study env .. I'm like a dot in the LT/ campus .. feel so small i can be wiped out.. scared mi get lost too ..marie is alwayz getting lost...internet's up..Yippee! confused 'bout many things too.. can't seem to get things right.. lookin' forward to meeting Lee Peng,my best friend..so long haven seen her too.read 2 storybooks finish todae.

cheng posted at 6/17/2004 09:05:00 pm.

Faerie:
Faeries are sweet loving beings who love to help
people. They are not held back by reality and
love to dream and fly around. You probably are
very creative and although not the most popular
person in the world you are probably loved by
many for your sweet caring personality.


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A	Awkward
R	Relaxing
I	Insane
E	Exquisite

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cheng posted at 6/17/2004 09:45:00 am.

yesterday mi n my dear went to sentosa ..quite hot!! we took about 34 pics.We ran into a swarm of mosquitoes .. all becos i scared of a big black spider we nearly ran into in the dragon nature walk..lolz..
it's just too bad we can't go to the beach .. no time ...
went to the jurong library todae.nice interior designs but not much books .. sigh..
at night went over to the chocolate bar n drank vodka blue.chilling out nv felt so good b4.water lapping, sea breeze caressing my face.... check out the photos!

cheng posted at 6/16/2004 05:35:00 pm.

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cheng posted at 6/08/2004 05:01:00 pm.

hey ppl ... sorrie i not online for many days ... my internet line down .. now i using my bf's com to write this blog .. been busy shifting house to lakeside lately ..my new room got air con *screams * yea... been admitted to building n real estate n NUS .. sigh .. not my dream choice ... nvm .. i'll make the most of it ...

cheng posted at 6/08/2004 04:45:00 pm.